In this deeply moving conversation, we hear the unimaginable grief of losing a child and how it reshapes every part of your life. Safiyya Vorajee sits down with Paul for a powerful conversation about love, loss, and survival. She shares the moment everything changed - when she and Ashley Cain were told their daughter Azaylia had leukemia. From the hospital diagnosis to the months that followed in survival mode, Safiyya speaks with raw honesty about watching her child fight for her life, the strength it took to carry on, and the identity loss that followed. Safiyya also opens up about a past toxic relationship. From love bombing to being physically assaulted, she reveals the manipulation she endured, the moment she walked away, and how she found her power again. This is a story of heartbreak, healing, and the fierce resilience of a mother. Please note this conversation includes sensitive topics that may be distressing. We’ve included support charities below: Samaritans: https://g2ul0.app.link/qcJLJLhBjTb Survivor's Trust: https://g2ul0.app.link/yh0NrvNsvTb Refuge: https://g2ul0.app.link/td2zqEPpGTb MIND: https://g2ul0.app.link/Ne9MpdtBjTb Follow me here: https://www.instagram.com/needtotalk https://www.tiktok.com/@weneedtotalkpod Follow Safiyya here: Instagram: https://g2ul0.app.link/Kmuns1I8qUb TikTok: https://g2ul0.app.link/HygGF1N8qUb The Azaylia Foundation: https://g2ul0.app.link/lRx58dL8qUb Sponsored by: Tinder: https://tinder.com/en-GB ♥️ Get The Love Journal now: https://bit.ly/lovejournal-yt