Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Torie Sepah M.D., a forensic psychiatrist at several California prisons. Get 40% off access to world-wide perspectives on today's biggest news stories. Subscribe through my link https://ground.news/swu to unlock your unlimited monthly account today. For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly book and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org 0:00 – What You're Not Seeing in the Headlines 1:30 – The Most Disturbing Patient I Ever Saw 2:24 – How Did He Even Get Something to Cut With? 3:17 – A Room Designed to Prevent Suicide 4:08 – Watching Every 11 Minutes Isn’t Enough 5:02 – What Restraints Really Mean 6:03 – A Shocking Emergency That Changed Me 7:05 – The Feeling of Failing Someone 8:16 – I Saw His Name Again Years Later 9:33 – From Psych Ward to Apartment 11:05 – When Someone Takes Their Own Eye Out 13:02 – What Happens When You Eat It 14:49 – Declared Sane After Trying to Rip Out an Eye 16:12 – 30% Are on Antipsychotics in Prison 17:39 – 500 People on Suicide Watch 19:04 – Waiting 3 Months for a Hospital Bed 20:58 – Group Therapy in Chains 23:21 – The Day He Took Out His Last Eye 24:42 – The Medication That Could’ve Prevented It 26:09 – Why It Was Denied Anyway 27:17 – Another Story You’ll Struggle to Believe 29:03 – Wound, Feces, and Riot Gear 31:07 – Why I Entered Alone 32:54 – The Fear Behind Psychosis 35:06 – She Could Hear What They Said 36:10 – The Psychiatric Bed to Prison Cell Pipeline 38:08 – Hidden Suffering Behind Walls 39:31 – Suicide Isn’t Always Loud 42:12 – Are These Lives Worth Saving? 43:51 – Mental Health “Awareness” Is Not Enough 46:17 – Behavioral Health Isn’t What You Think It Is 48:49 – Early Treatment Could Stop This Cycle 50:30 – Treating People Who Kill Their Children 53:30 – She Was the Most Hated Woman in Jail 56:01 – More Than One Victim 58:03 – How to Keep Someone From Ending Their Life 1:00:02 – Life Can Still Have Meaning 1:01:51 – Why I Stay 1:03:02 – A Prisoner’s Only Glimpse of Hope 1:04:51 – Why I Told Her: “You’re Worth It” 1:06:04 – Systemic Failure Starts Early 1:08:05 – Psychiatry as a Luxury? 1:10:01 – When Weed Triggers Schizophrenia 1:11:43 – Everyone Has a Psychosis Threshold 1:13:39 – Meth Burns the Brain 1:14:17 – Bipolar Disorder: The Most Lethal 1:16:55 – The Medication Shouldn’t Feel Like Medication 1:17:57 – What I Could’ve Done Differently 1:19:05 – Swallowing Things to Feel Something 1:21:02 – The Girl Who Survived and Still Died 1:23:37 – The Subway Sandwich I Never Got Her 1:26:57 – What She Was Really Asking For 1:29:59 – What She Didn’t Say 1:32:06 – The Blanket That Still Hangs in My Office 1:33:49 – Why I Stay in the Fight 1:36:01 – The Price of Bearing Other People’s Pain 1:37:04 – I’m a Master at Compartmentalizing 1:39:00 – I Can’t Make Small Talk Anymore 1:40:42 – The Blanket, the Oath, and One Life 1:42:11 – One Life Can Still Change the World 1:46:07 – The Best Ending Is When They Don’t Need Me Anymore #psychiatrist #california #prison #mentalhealth #documentary #marklaita #forensicpsychology #swu #softwhiteunderbelly