Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Shayquan, a woman in South Central Los Angeles. Here's Shayquan's first video: https://youtu.be/rbYJh451AvI Here are Shayquan’s social media links : YouTube: https://youtube.com/@gardentherapywithshay?si=F81dCeKFq-V7tGJg TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTrtHCW5q/ Instagram: @beyoutiful__shayquan (https://www.instagram.com/beyoutiful__shayquan) Linktree: https://linktr.ee/gardentherapyse (https://linktr.ee/gardentherapyse?utm_source=linktree_profile_share&ltsid=e781cd8d-431c-4454-9dd1-7a5ff62ba69f1) 0:00 – Living With Purpose 0:18 – Why She Returned To Share More 1:25 – Healing Through Speaking Out 3:13 – After The First Interview 4:35 – Vision For Peer Support & Youth 5:12 – Family Fallout And Being Cut Off 6:52 – Anger, Silence, And Isolation 9:30 – Religion, Judgment, And Shame 12:36 – Liberation Through Truth 14:38 – Motherhood, Pride, And Identity 15:19 – Generational Trauma And Abuse 19:47 – Releasing Guilt And Self-Blame 22:24 – Addiction, Survival, And Boundaries 25:33 – Protecting Young Women 31:05 – Feeling Stuck: Work And Burnout 34:49 – Healing Isn’t Taught (Men & Women) 39:19 – Breaking Cycles For Her Daughters 42:42 – Anger, Relationships, And Accountability 49:16 – Purpose, Self-Love, And Growth 50:22 – Garden Therapy And Healing 55:27 – Courage, Community, And Hope 1:00:02 – Poem: “Black Women Don’t Cry” For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at www.softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #followup #southcentralla #losangeles #growingup