Soft White Underbelly update interview and portrait of Tara, a woman who is recovering from an abuse-filled childhood.. Subscribe through my link https://ground.news/swu or download the mobile app and enter promo code SWU to save 40% off their Vantage plan. Here's the link to Tara's Go Fund Me: https://gofund.me/0f87eda33 For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:00 – Sexual Abuse & Cult-Like Family 3:06 – Molestation By Family Friend 5:46 – Neighbor Abuse & Exposure To Porn 7:10 – Eviction & Commune Life 9:22 – Trying To Get Help 10:13 – Ground News Ad 11:33 – Grooming & Being Sexualized At 10 12:17 – Birth Father & Neglect 14:29 – Rape Kit Trauma & Court Case 20:10 – Troubled Teen Program & College 23:11 – Stripping & Sex Work 26:06 – Sobriety & Moving To LA 30:00 – 156 Days Sober & Recovery Work 32:05 – Suicide Attempts & Choosing Life 35:10 – Wanting To Foster & Be A Better Parent 37:32 – Therapy & Healing Limits 39:16 – Guam, Paris & Dangerous Adventures 44:18 – Reclaiming Her Body & Perspective 49:23 – Biker Gangs & High-Risk Situations 56:05 – Support System & Survival 58:32 – Learning Self-Compassion 1:00:07 – Closing Reflections & Hope Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #childhoodtrauma #ace #adversechildhoodexperiences #growingup #albuquerque