Born into the Church of Immortal Consciousness, Danny Rensch spent his chiIdhood navigating the isolated confines of a cult. Despite psychological manipulation, physical abuse, and neglect, he persevered. An international chess master and world-class commentator, Rensch’s remarkable journey led him to being the face of Chess.com, one of the largest online gaming platforms in the world.  Rensch recounts his life, starting from the moment he discovered chess in the summer of 1995, all the way up to being at the center of the most explosive cheating scandal in chess history. He chronicles the traumas of being “special” in a cult that forced separation from his mother. Mentored by an alcohol*c, Russian chess master, he found solace alongside suffer*ng in his obsession for an ancient game, and chess became his only escape. Rensch rose through the chess ranks until a medical emergency nearly took him out of the game forever. And it almost did, until Chess.com came along. Deeply heartfelt, keenly reflective, and haunting, today Danny dives further into the details of his book, Dark Squares, dannthe never-before-told story of Danny Rensch’s resilience, survival, and his enduring love for the game that saved him.  Order Danny's Book: Dark Squares https://www.amazon.com/dp/1541703286/ref=cm_sw_r_as_gl_api_gl_i_YBAFE3X4CPQTRG1BEJP3?linkCode=ml1&tag=shelisehufste-20&linkId=3fab1602caa716dd06d5ee09d5cb00d2 Follow Danny on Social Media! IG: https://www.instagram.com/dannyrensch/ Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! https://www.youtube.com/@CultstoConsciousnessClips Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! https://cults-to-consciousness-shop.fourthwall.com/en-usd Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness https://www.instagram.com/cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann https://www.instagram.com/sheliseann/ Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ https://www.instagram.com/jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness https://www.tiktok.com/@cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon https://twitter.com/cultstocon Chapter Marks 00:00:00 Intro 00:04:54 Background on the Church of Immortal Consciousness 00:10:53 Danny's chiIdhood & his parents' relationship 00:20:43 First experiences with chess 00:25:52 When chess started taking off for Danny 00:29:31 Danny's relationship with his mentor, Igor 00:33:29 Being given his spiritual purpose to play chess 00:39:54 Connections to the movie Searching for Bobby Fischer 00:44:49 Sacrificing the relationship with his mother 00:54:48 Balancing intuition and belief 01:00:39 Living two lives 01:07:46 Medical issues & turning to subst*nces 01:18:46 The hero of Danny's story 01:25:58 Overcoming the mysoginy taught by the cult 01:30:48 Founding Chess.com 01:38:47 Triggering moments from the Queen's Gambit 01:43:00 Danny's life now 01:47:24 Full circle moment with Searching for Bobby Fischer 01:51:53 Danny's Linda Listen **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**