Keeping a secret about family infidelity is necessary because disclosing it causes damage and is not worth the fallout.

“I can't find that out of course no one can find that out I can't find that out and keep don't know who I'm telling though that's the thing I don't know who I'm telling I'm not telling anyone and I'm vexed about it yes yeah because it's all your fault now the first place you tell it's all your fault ”