He feels that everyone in his life is dismissive of his mental health, often labeling his struggles as simply being crazy or a distraction from basketball.

“every time i tried to talk to somebody it was just always oh oh he crazy that's crazy bees that's just oh he's just crazy crazy like bro like i want to name my book too true to be funny”

Trisha believes that discussing mental health struggles publicly is a valuable action, even if it is a process she only started later in life.

“I haven't even unpacked half the stuff there's like stuff now at 35 cuz I only started at 32 and I'm just like oh my God like I like it like almost unlocks more memories that you like try to suppress”

Loren believes that despite her public success, she has long struggled with feeling removed and dissociated from her own traumatic experiences.

“it's almost like almost it's a little disassociating but it's also a little bit like did that happen it's almost like you can't believe it like it's a very it's a very it's very surreal to me too”