Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Kaitlyn, a transgender woman living in Los Angeles. For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:00 –Introduction 1:30 – Abuse In Foster Home & Survival 3:33 – Strict Home Vs Chaotic School 5:08 – Addiction & Sobriety Journey 6:02 – Coming Out & Family Rejection 9:31 – Transitioning & Cutting Off Family 12:45 – Trauma & Living In Fear 15:34 – Building A Life 16:09 – Identity, Weight & Love 18:24 – Hitting Rock Bottom 22:07 – Coping Mechanisms: Food, Fantasy & Trauma 26:36 – Eating Disorder Reality 28:40 – Regret & Foster System Failures 31:30 – Anger Toward The System 32:59 – Final Lesson: Only You Can Save Yourself Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #marklaita #documentary #addition #transgender #childhoodtrauma #mentalhealth