Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Laura, a recovering alcoholic in upstate New York. For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at https://softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:00 – The Role She Never Chose 4:47 – Numbing the Noise 6:32 – When the Pills and the Bottle Collide 8:15 – Secrets She Couldn’t Hide Anymore 11:00 – How Deep It Ran in the Bloodline 13:22 – The Moment Nobody Noticed 14:10 – When Love Walked Out 15:20 – Day 101: Something Shifted 16:24 – What’s Really Keeping Her Sober 17:33 – The Lie We’re Sold About Drinking 19:00 – Bridges Burned… and Rebuilt 21:26 – What’s Left When the Crutches Are Gone? 25:02 – Time, Love, and the Things That Haunt Her 28:38 – The Words That Still Echo From Childhood 29:16 – What She Wishes She Could Undo 31:10 – The One Thing She Still Believes In 34:56 – How It All Slips Away 35:07 – The Lesson She’ll Never Forget Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org. #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #marklaita #documentary #motherhood #relationships #alcoholismawareness #mentalhealth