****Hi friends, so sorry for the glitching at the beginning of yesterday's LIVE stream with ⁨@TheAmandaRaeGrant⁩ ! We were having internet issues which led to several unintended cuts in the first 5 minutes that omitted about 2 minutes of the total stream in the final video. We've uploaded the un-interrupted intro (first 5 minutes) here: https://youtu.be/49JdPhR6W94 Thanks for bearing with us, and as always, for watching!**** Escaping a cult and finding peace on the outside is one thing, but what happens when you feel obligated or even required to go back into the same environment that h*rmed you for so long? Amanda Rae was born and raised in The Order, a polygamous offshoot of Mormonism known for its incestuous marriages. Barely an adult, she escaped and made it her mission to expose the Order while helping other members find their way out. However, a death in the family lead her back into the belly of the beast, where she had been shunned and cut off, forced to face the people and places that left physical and emotional scars. Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! https://www.youtube.com/@CultstoConsciousnessClips Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! https://cults-to-consciousness-shop.fourthwall.com/en-usd Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness https://www.instagram.com/cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann https://www.instagram.com/sheliseann/ Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ https://www.instagram.com/jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness https://www.tiktok.com/@cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon https://twitter.com/cultstocon