CW: SA, ED, Su*cidal Ideation. Growing up Ultra Orthodox in an extremely ab*sive home, left Tzivya Murrin completely unprepared for the outside world. She tried to get help multiple times to get away from her parents, but the system failed her. Once she finally got someone on the outside to listen, hands were held out to pull her out of her dangerous situation. However, some of those hands lead her right back into chaos and destruction. Find out how she was finally able to find peace and stability after a long tumultuous life. Watch Pt 1: https://youtu.be/DZvYhkVJf6Y?si=Ja1AdjxIs4ig0d3d Find Tzivya on social media: https://www.instagram.com/tzivyateemurrin/ FB: https://www.facebook.com/tzivya.murrin.medicaid.planner https://www.facebook.com/SensibleSeniorPlanning Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! https://www.youtube.com/@CultstoConsciousnessClips Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! https://cults-to-consciousness-shop.fourthwall.com/en-usd Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness https://www.instagram.com/cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann https://www.instagram.com/sheliseann/ Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ https://www.instagram.com/jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness https://www.tiktok.com/@cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon https://twitter.com/cultstocon Chapter Marks 00:00:00 Intro 00:03:04 CW: CSA, ED, Tzivya's time during 13th grade and starting to explore outside how she was raised 00:08:51 CW: CSA, ED, Coping strategies and starting to seek help 00:13:43 Tzivya's time in ED therapy 00:17:59 CW: CSA, Attempting S**cide, Working while living at the treatment facility 00:31:37 Ending things with old therapist and starting over someplace new 00:36:42 Finding a lot of success in work while still masking and feeling lost 00:42:06 Navigating dating women and setting boundaries with family 00:46:22 Building her own business and leaving her faith 00:50:31 Final thoughts and Linda listen **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**