This week, Ellen opens up about the traumatic story of being attacked by two wolf hybrids when she was just 5 years old. She shares what she remembers from the attack, the devastating injuries that nearly cost her her leg, and the physical and emotional aftermath that followed. She also opens up about living with PTSD, night terrors, and panic attacks, how EMDR and art became part of her healing, and what it has meant to finally share her story 25 years later. Check Out Ellen: → Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/ellendoss.art → Website | https://ellendoss.com/ Sponsored By: → Quince | Find the fall pieces you’ll reach for most at Quince. Download the Quince app for app-exclusive offers, or go to https://quince.com/insane. Get free shipping on your order and 365-day returns. Now available in Canada and the UK, too. → MasterClass | MasterClass keeps adding new classes, so there’s never been a better time to get in. Head to https://masterclass.com/insane to get at least 15% off any annual membership. → ZocDoc | Taking care of your health just got easier – start here with Zocdoc: https://zocdoc.com/insane #sponsored On This Episode We Cover: → 00:00:00 - Introduction → 00:03:30 - Why are wolf hybrids dangerous around children? → 00:05:14 - How did the attack happen? → 00:07:58 - How did the wolf attack her leg? → 00:08:42 - What does she remember afterward? → 00:14:58 - How did her parents react? → 00:17:00 - Why did doctors consider amputation? → 00:19:30 - How did the attack affect her parents? → 00:22:18 - How did she recover from four surgeries? → 00:27:36 - What was her hospital stay like? → 00:31:58 - How did losing her hamstring affect her? → 00:34:08 - How did she overcome her fear of dogs? → 00:36:08 - Did the owner face consequences? → 00:40:50 - How did the attack cause her passion for art? → 00:44:18 - What happened during her first psychedelic experience? → 00:50:26 - How did the trauma affect her family? → 00:59:12 - Why did she finally share her story? → 01:05:06 - Why was her dad worried about her sharing online? → 01:09:40 - Why do wolf hybrids end up in sanctuaries? → 01:13:50 - How did telling her story help her heal? Further Listening → Dove in a Lake and Broke My Neck https://open.spotify.com/episode/1JXyKNc0PlSbfCjWqr2dMs?si=nGFRTxwkSUSR2AMJyHUfdw More We Are All Insane: → OFFICIAL MERCH NOW AVAILABLE - code INSANE10 gets you 10% off for a limited time: https://shop.wereallinsane.com → Join We’re All Insane Mailing List for EXCLUSIVE Content + Discounts: https://mailchi.mp/6d0e5d7a3998/were-all-insane For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the We Are All Insane subscription channel at https://wereallinsane.supportingcast.fm/. It's $5.99 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire.