She believes that the childhood trauma of losing a father and dealing with alopecia at a young age negatively impacted Christine Paolilla's self-esteem.

“she was diagnosed with alopecia aged five years old she lost quite a bit of the hair on her head like in chunks so she had like bald spots she lost her eyebrows she lost her eyelashes and as you can imagine on a five-year-old girl they really took a toll on like her self-esteem”