Courtney admits that her tendency to misrepresent financial numbers and downplay expenses is an emotional strategy to avoid stress.

“I think too like I'm sure when I said that number it was probably something that like in my heart I knew it was more than that but I'm like I don't want him to know that it's this much so we're just gonna go ahead and say this maybe about this much I get I guess it's like a form of self-soothing”