Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Elaine, who babysat a predator as a teen in Iowa. 0:00 Iowa Pork Queen and a Hidden Sexual Predator 1:37 Babysitting for the Man Who Abused Her 3:45 Threatened into Silence as the Abuse Continued 6:46 Stalked at College and Chased Through Rural Iowa 11:36 Other Victims and the Lifelong Weight of Shame 12:41 Sexual Assault in College and a Suicide Attempt 19:20 A Family Reunion Triggers the Trauma Again 23:11 How a Small Town Protected a Sexual Predator 25:51 Regret, Survivor’s Guilt and Saving Her Sisters 28:00 The Day Her Father Learned the Truth 30:12 How Childhood Sexual Abuse Shaped Her Adult Life 35:58 Hypervigilance, Therapy and Protecting Her Peace 38:54 Releasing the Secrets She Carried for Decades 41:47 Escaping an Abusive Marriage and Trusting Your Gut 44:10 Her Message to the Man Who Abused Her 46:06 Surviving Trauma and Continuing to Heal For full-length, ad-free and uncensored videos please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #babysitting #predator #iowa #pork #shame #teenagers #healing