CW: This episode contains descriptions of CSA, SA, suicide, and ED. Feederism is a niche subculture characterized by individuals who find sexual gratification in the act of encouraging their partners, known as "feedees," to consume excessive amounts of food, leading to weight gain. In this unique fetish, "feeders" derive pleasure from providing copious quantities of food, often fostering the deliberate expansion of their partner's body size. While some engage in feederism consensually and view it as a form of sexual expression, others find it controversial due to concerns about the health risks associated with rapid and extreme weight gain. Feederism exists as a diverse and sometimes misunderstood facet of human sexuality, with various participants embracing it for different reasons. Rosie: @Quirkyloverosee www.tiktok.com/@quirkyloverosee https://instagram.com/quirkyloverosee?igshid=YTQwZjQ0NmI0OA== https://x.com/quirkyloverosee If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9 00:00 Upbringing, C-PTSD, Therapy 05:20 Bullying 08:30 Autism 11:00 Relationship with the church and the abuse she experienced 18:15 Chat rooms, starting to post on Reddit 23:45 First blackmail experience 29:45 Hate forums & stalking 33:20 What is an incel? 35:00 Ex & Stalker 41:00 Trauma porn 42:25 What is feederism? 49:50 Got into her phone & psychological attacks 55:45 Hospital stay & abuse 1:01:20 Aftermath of hospital 1:02:15 SA & revenge porn 1:03:20 Sex parties 1:08:30 Online bullying 1:15:05 Getting rid of the stalker 1:18:30 Nikocado Avocado & mukbangs 1:21:00 Leaving feeder community 1:24:00 Rose’s current social media 1:30:45 ED 1:35:40 Life today, mental health 1:36:36 Cult-like mentality of feederism 1:42:30 Fear of losing weight 1:44:30 Concluding thoughts