Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Fefe, a survivor of sexual abuse in Los Angeles. Subscribe through my link https://ground.news/swu or download the mobile app and enter promo code SWU to save 40% off their Vantage plan. Here are links to Fefe’s previous videos: Daddy Issues-Fefe https://youtu.be/WwgE8SJSyFM All In the Family: An Incest Story-Fefe https://youtu.be/AT7GIG9lw6I 0:00 – Intro 0:42 – Therapy Breakdown & Feeling Exposed 3:06 – Fake Supporters & Loneliness 4:47 – Losing Housing & Fear Of Homelessness 9:07 – Ground News Ad 10:22 – Wanting To Go Back To Bill 13:20 – Being Shot & Family Trauma 17:05 – Moving Chaos & Constant Obstacles 23:05 – Missing Her Father 28:01 – Self-Hate & Emotional Spiral 33:36 – Childhood Anxiety, Church Anger & Mental Health 41:24 – Ranting At Supporters 59:13 – Job Discrimination Claims 1:02:03 – Feeling Emotions Instead Of Numbing 1:11:35 – Defending Mark & Internet Rumors 1:19:29 – Weight Loss & Anger At Free Clinics 1:22:02 – “I Deserve Better” For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly book and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #rant #survivor #intergenerationaltrauma #trauma