Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Nadine, a recovered drug addict now living in Costa Rica. For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at https://softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:00 – Childhood & Poverty 1:48 – Mother’s Abandonment & Abuse 4:44 – Dyslexia & Identity Struggles 6:33 – Youth Shelter & Foster Family 10:07 – NYC, Clubs, & Fashion Success 13:25 – Cocaine, Abuse, & Breakdown 20:29 – Stabbed & Near-Death Experience 24:00 – NYT Article And Rehab Scholarship 29:07 – Relapse & Selling Drugs 33:55 – Pregnant At Rikers 35:49 – Mother–Child Program & Sobriety 38:59 – Ayahuasca, Kambo, & Healing 49:42 – Moving To Costa Rica 58:20 – Gratitude & Healing 1:01:35 – Lesson Of Forgiveness Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org. #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #addictionrecovery #costarica #drugeducation #awareness #ayahuascahealing