Performing on the Joe Rogan Experience is an intimidating and nerve-wracking professional event for a comedian.

“I dude whole herir was a drum I was like [ __ ] dude and I I was like excited and I went it was like 30 seconds of excitement and then like 4 hours of like you're going to [ __ ] this up you dumb [ __ ] idiot”

Excessive alcohol consumption while podcasting leads to feelings of shame and sadness that are unsustainable.

“I was like look dude we either got to stop drinking or stop being ashamed of it yeah cuz we can't keep doing this yep we literally get hammered all the time and we're like it's that's too much IR sadness and guilt can't have it it's an over you kind of have it”